samthefootball wrote: I want to be successful in my life but I can't and its all his fault
No sam, it's your fault. You. Nobody else. YOU.
You refuse to take responsibility for looking after yourself and frequently go off your medication. You refuse to accept any part in how your life is going at the moment and look to put the blame on everyone else.
You lie about the full extent of your violent feelings and your condition to the people who are trying to help you and yet you still try to blame your stepbrother.
You constantly complain that your life is shit, but you do nothing to change it.
You say you got in to a fight that was so violent that the police were called and you were expelled from college. Maybe if you're charged with assault and get a criminal record, that'll be your stepbrothers fault as well ?
You need to grow up, be a man and tell the medical people helping you everything. And I mean everything.
If you still refuse to do so and refuse to accept any responsibility for your actions, I don't think i'd be massively surprised to find you in jail at some point down the road.
And I bet that'll be your stepbrother's fault as well.