random wrote:capercaillie wrote:Ninj wrote:I think one has to face facts.
I'm really not scared at all. It's challenging and saddening to have your life change overnight, but from day one I've been surprised by how blasé I've been about it.
I dunno whether that's self preservation and I guess time will tell, but I'm certainly not ashamed of / embarrassed by what's happened, nor will I allow anyone to make me feel that way, despite the attempted ridicule from several parties.
I'm proud of how I look - I have no reason not to be, and I'm not about to hide myself away because either someone finds my appearance objectionable or because only the fit and healthy are supposed to post on forums.
You are in my thoughts Ninj. Post whatever the hell you like, the truth is the truth.
Being ill does not give you exclusivity to the truth, although it might make you look at things in a different way.
I meant the truth about his illness,his treatment,about reality. About actual truth.