I won't go into too much detail but I feel low, quite low at times. I have been drinking last week every day and my excuse is it's Christmas. When I drink I feel good but next day really low. I don't go out, no friends other than family most of them still live in Bristol. I'm out of work for the first time since leaving school due to problems with my joints. Trying hard to get into administration type work. Before that just worked in factories.
I know the drink is part of the problem and it costs me money I can't afford to lose. Honestly, as I type my thoughts I am already feeling better. I will have a little nap and then may revisit the forum to see what others think.