Shoe Fetish? (Ladies only unless you have a fetish )

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Re: Shoe Fetish? (Ladies only unless you have a fetish )

Postby art0hur0moh » Wed Nov 07, 2018 4:08 pm

Parents divorced when I was 7, it didn't take long for me to realise there was no equality in how I was treated in relation to how my sister was treated. In a rage I enacted a self depreciating act that was nothing less than sexual abuse. I wanted to be treated fairly and for some reason I thought being a girl would make things better. That has nothing to do with the fetish of pegging which is for the most part a sexual activity between consentin adults. There was nothing sexual about me wanting to be female then, and the self depreciation now I don't think I would be to hesitant given a real option to change gender. Multiple orgasm and the entire body an instrument just waiting to be play like a syphony with multiple crescendos in series or with breaks short and long. So fkn jealous and envious I can't help but fall in love. Sad how so many wome are ignorant of their own bodies. when I was 10 or 11 we had after school for children whos parent worked. We at some point thought it a great idea to tie each other up to see who could escape. I was the most proficent at both escaping and stop others from escaping. Weeks went by till someone decided the only way I could be restrained was by seperating my hands and keeping my teeth as far from the ropes as possible. That was the day I learned about vulnerability, trust, teaching, arrogance and humiliation as well as others having less inclination to act in an equal and fair manner. On the front doors of the school on the main road I was trapped. Even after my parents divorced I never felt as vulneradle as I did when everyone left leaving me to sweat it out after I accepted someone learned from my prowes in knot tieing. 5-10 min later I was released. A vastly greater period of time passed in comparison to what I let others experience. I would also mend my own cloths because I didn't like the stich my mum used (Daughter of a seamstress *rolling eyes*). I was already familliar with how thread was spun, only to later discover rope was spun. I do remember experimenting through my pre and early teens after leaving south africa. But it was never sexually related. emotional, some sense of security, a reminant of my childhood? There was a degree of sensuality which was later erotisised soley in fantasy. About 14 I learned about porn visiting a freind who every so often snuck into his parents bedroom returning swinging his mums black mamba through the air, his parents where a bit to open about sexuality with their children (I will elaborate in a section related to sexual abuse). I had a porn stash because another freind couldn't hide his stash in his house, so curiosity got the better of me, soon after I learned about masturbation. To my surprise it wasn't the images that I found arousing, but the words used to advertise phone sex numbers and various other advertisements and reading the stories. On one particular indulgence I read about a traveling sales man who walked into a sex shop. He was intriuged by a device he had never seen. Turns out it was a device that secured his genitalia with a lock. When he arrived home he showed his wife his latest purchase to her bemused amusment (We all know that look : D ). When I was 17 the second job I had. I got to know two gents twice my age one was a fan of Zeplin and Floyd the other a fan of (ach,?) coal miners daughter. I got to borrow a few vids and decided to show my local freinds it after stepping off the bus inebriated. After watching, all my freinds where in shock, the eldest with a smile (not condescending) started giving me pelters for bringing the extream filth into his house which I later learned I need not gave been embarrassed sinc more mature audiences laughed more often about sound track and showmanship. I was never into watching what guys do most of the time, it is more a turn off, in out, in out, yeh yeh I know the theory. relax don't do it, when you want to... But watching what women did for themselves or to each other was : ) at the very least educational. That I remember as the beginning of clitracy and the g spot revolution. Learned that sensuality and patience where most favorable options. Obviously when I first got a pc my searches where related to bondage and bdsm. I had for a long time been interest in 95% of the clothing related to the industry but was rarely over whelmed, mostly tacky ill fitting garments playing into fantasy. Currently I like what His Key is on my nipple has to say. It was also Tom ( Tim) Allans article on Matriarchy that lead me to conclude a house is a Mans domain but a Home is a Womans domain. Quite liked Thumper as well. I haven't invested much time or energy into delving to deep. Whats the point If You have no one to share the novilty with. It is like when I first jumped into bed naked. It was exciting first few weeks, now it is comfortable without the restriction and just feels nice and clean especially if you brought linen off the line that has that sweet airy fragrance to it. Still don't get the whole fantasy thing on blood and mortality which I find is mostly a Female thing? Every so often I read an article on Dream Lover Labs male managment program. If I could have I would have added it to my Queens Keep, no long have it. Where is the fun doing things alone. And I no longer need it any way. Managed to break a disruptive cycle early last year. So in a few ways I am quite chuffed with myself. There has been afew occasions I would read something a woman fantasised about and constructed a story specifically related to the story. Not into using the terms D/s, etc... I do recal a young woman I think on (Alt.com?) down abut not having someone to tell her what to do. So I told her She was to go for a walk down the street taking a step no further for ward than half the distance of her other foot. And to actually do it as everyone should taking a normal step. Land with a flat foot, when rasing foot lift heel and roll off toes. Got an email about a week later thanking me. No quite shure for what though?
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Re: Shoe Fetish? (Ladies only unless you have a fetish )

Postby Dean » Wed Nov 07, 2018 4:11 pm

Paragraphs, dude.
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Re: Shoe Fetish? (Ladies only unless you have a fetish )

Postby Rolluplostinspace » Wed Nov 07, 2018 4:18 pm

Dean wrote:Paragraphs, dude.

Yeah I can't read all that it's to much eye strain.
Almost impossible to know which line is next.
I managed to learn that Art is a female after all this time knowing him as a bloke.
Something about sexual abuse.
With shoes?
Sorry Art it makes my eyes bleed!
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Re: Shoe Fetish? (Ladies only unless you have a fetish )

Postby Nucks » Wed Nov 07, 2018 4:23 pm

:ooer:
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Re: Shoe Fetish? (Ladies only unless you have a fetish )

Postby art0hur0moh » Thu Nov 08, 2018 12:28 am

and there I thought I was under the impresion I was sexualy and emotionally represed? and People actually believe social issues are external? play station has no return function, so no paragraphs. Nice of you to fix the problem you have with it! I started writing with one question in mind. Who has heard of a cocktail called fallen Angel? if so, Who has actual been to the place where You can find the best sourse of literature available in on place. I didn't want to post, yet I also didn't want to delete, forgot about save function. fetish in the title? a bit of slap and tickle with a cheep blind fold :yikes: by the time a child is 8 I can identify sexual orientation after spending a few minuets watching mannerisms and speach patterns. the term for the specific fetish I have come to understand through my own responces is either edging or tease and denial. Female lead Relationships is the update to Female domination, because Women are Matriarchal they are sociodemocratic! Men are a different country, If We are not a leader we are lead, that is the very definition of Patriarchy. Only Women in the fulness of Them Selves can make a Home. with a few exceptions here and there! convince Me otherwise? congrats to all the Women who became representatives across the pond. just going to see if there is a dedicated thread. why sould proportional representation separate the sexes during debates, ie... two houses? now why do you think think that is?... build a Home for all Peoples and represent the Ecology that supports Our needs and want!
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Re: Shoe Fetish? (Ladies only unless you have a fetish )

Postby Rolluplostinspace » Thu Nov 08, 2018 8:34 am

:ooer: :dunno: Sorry art I can't make head nor tail of that.
Are you a bloke again now?
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Re: Shoe Fetish? (Ladies only unless you have a fetish )

Postby art0hur0moh » Thu Nov 08, 2018 11:00 am

Rolluplostinspace wrote::ooer: :dunno: Sorry art I can't make head nor tail of that.
Are you a bloke again now?
then it is not for you to understand
The freind I mentioned, made an unusual comment about My Son penis when I was changing his nappy one day. It was 5 years later I learned he raped his brother. I thought when he said he was raped by his uncle, it was the only way he understood as a young boy how to express his affection. Now I am no longer inclined to believe that. I was alone I his uncles company a number of times and have no recolection of anything happening. Then again I have in the past blocked a few memories, but am resonably confident having injured myself I would have some recolection? And I was hypnotised by a psychologist that gave no indication I repressed a memory. My conclusion he was corrupted at a young age and to hide his shame he cast blame upon another. Including me, mum is landlord and has never been able to recognise my compitence in anything I do. So after finnishing back shift I would walk into a crowded house every night. Coward couldn't tell people no, so I told him to say I said no. Moved out 3 months later blaming me for his incompitance. Even though I have paid rent enogh to buy the property in full and then some my sister was given a house. I do recal as a young boy saying I would look after her. For the better half of two decades I have not been able to consider this place as mine. Oh when I die you will get the house, oh wow I must realy be greatfull. When I wanted to remortgage in 2005 buy bitcoin and invest in 3d printing as well as google and fb. Fkn retards have no clue about money or how to use it. In 87 Iwas asked what I wanted for my b-day, my first thought was shares in apple. No was always the answer I got, so waited for the sugestion I was going to be given. I gota get out of here. Left a tub with some chicken fat in the bottom of the bin (a box with a bin liner). Last night he says it stinks, I am waiting for the time I will respond with, there are two things you can do, complain or put the fucking trash in the bin ya lazy c**t. In two months you haven't change the sheets when I told you to do it in the second month. Last night we where talking about battlefield vi, I can't afford wasting any more time playing games. But had you not got £50 to pay of coke debt and spend the £20 you get from your mum every saturday ( my maw disna gee me the money if I dinne buy fags and drink ya daft c**t) I might have bought the gam as well as play station plus. You want loads of money found a job yet? And what do you want money for. To get drunk, I fuckin love it, it's the best. I knew something like this would be the result of his maw spoiling him. Willfully ignorant of her own despotism. And now I have to fix what is broken again, with out him even being fully awear. Civilised society, ah? Where?
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Re: Shoe Fetish? (Ladies only unless you have a fetish )

Postby Dean » Thu Nov 08, 2018 11:02 am

What the fuck... :off head:
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Re: Shoe Fetish? (Ladies only unless you have a fetish )

Postby McAz » Thu Nov 08, 2018 11:05 am

Dean wrote:What the fuck... :off head:

Not Art please, Dean.
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Re: Shoe Fetish? (Ladies only unless you have a fetish )

Postby Dean » Thu Nov 08, 2018 11:08 am

McAz wrote:
Dean wrote:What the fuck... :off head:

Not Art please, Dean.


Ok...
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Re: Shoe Fetish? (Ladies only unless you have a fetish )

Postby McAz » Thu Nov 08, 2018 11:10 am

Thanks, mate.
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Re: Shoe Fetish? (Ladies only unless you have a fetish )

Postby art0hur0moh » Thu Nov 08, 2018 11:18 am

Ever been horny but not arroused? Or arroused and not horny?
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Re: Shoe Fetish? (Ladies only unless you have a fetish )

Postby art0hur0moh » Thu Nov 08, 2018 11:50 am

McAz wrote:Thanks, mate.

You know you have over 30k post Mc? not forgotten! Respect Dean
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Re: Shoe Fetish? (Ladies only unless you have a fetish )

Postby Lady Murasaki » Fri Nov 09, 2018 10:26 am

Are you saying you’re a man but wish to be a woman because we can have multis and wear nice shoes? If you want to wear those shoes go for it. I’ve never ‘got’ shoe or feet fetishes, I just don’t see how they relate to arousal. Some shoes are aesthetically pleasing without being practical, I can see that but a turn on? :scratch:
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Re: Shoe Fetish? (Ladies only unless you have a fetish )

Postby Holly » Fri Nov 09, 2018 9:36 pm

Lady Murasaki wrote:Are you saying you’re a man but wish to be a woman because we can have multis and wear nice shoes? If you want to wear those shoes go for it. I’ve never ‘got’ shoe or feet fetishes, I just don’t see how they relate to arousal. Some shoes are aesthetically pleasing without being practical, I can see that but a turn on? :scratch:




Especially from 3.01 onward :mrgreen:
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